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Denied Regret

I've been everywhere
I've seen everything
I don't want to see it again.

Bad things happened.
As they should,
but you see
these things didn't make me feel good.
They were like thousands of knives,
poking at my skin
Wanting desperately to break in.
I screamed
I have taken him away,
His life and heavenly soul.
Would it matter
If I didn't regret a thing?
I'd be a murderer and a thief
Since the day I was born
Sprouting was the ground knotted and twisted
My limbs creak with pain
My heart beats with anger
Of these things I've done
Because darling, as you can see
I am not real
I never want to be
I'd regret the moments that I

You Won't Control Me

Dear grief:
You strangled me
As I snuggled into your hugs
I remember your joy
Toying with my lungs

Dear hate:
I remember the excitement
The bruises you left
Told me to "look at the concept"
As you sneered at me, you never left
Oh I smiled as you burned my flesh

There I go thinking of the past, it's dead
Here I go feeling no peace, just dread

You'll never get to break me
Emotion's ran me deep
They had prevented me from sleep
I looked elsewhere ignoring them
And yet the emotions tried to brush my lips again

I want to tell you, my sweet emotions,
I used to be yours
The past is, the past
And little by little, I don't know you

What We Had

What We Had
I think it was the lack of connection.
The lack of... touch?
I didn't mean for it to happen.

My desire for love was too much.
He was right there,
In my peripheral vision.
The party was intense.
Nothing but flashing white lights
Filling the room.
He walked up to me,
Wanting to dance and I said

Yes.
I was with someone.
It's not like it was a
Relationship.
We only ever kissed and said
Sweet things.
A whole year of just
Kissing.

And
Talking.
Maybe he didn't love me
Like I loved him.
Maybe he was straight.
Maybe he didn't think of men
Like that
Anymore.
I still loved him.
I didn't want to let him go.
But

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.:Poetry:. Who am I?by ~MelinaThePoet

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~MelinaThePoet

Sometimes I don't even know who I am. Sometimes I hate life.

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~cpu70 Nov 20, 2012

i like the original picture....

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~MelinaThePoet Nov 20, 2012 Student Writer

Hum, by that you mean, the picture I had before?

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~cpu70 Dec 2, 2012

Yes!

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~Fyic Nov 10, 2012 Student Artist

beautiful and very nice!

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~MelinaThePoet Nov 10, 2012 Student Writer

Thanks

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~darkdragon770 Nov 10, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

this is such a true and very deep poem

because life is just like you described a very hard game that no one can win
i love tho picture at the top

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~MelinaThePoet Nov 10, 2012 Student Writer

thanks

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~darkdragon770 Nov 11, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

your welcome

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~RynLyra Nov 10, 2012 Hobbyist Photographer

I know this feeling all too well...

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~MelinaThePoet Nov 10, 2012 Student Writer

D: *hugs*

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